solitary solace

Before Sunrise Memorable Quote –

Celine: You know, I’ve been wondering lately. Do you know anyone who’s in a happy relationship?
Jesse: Uh, yeah, sure. I know happy couples. But I think they lie to each other.
Celine: Hmf. Yeah. People can lead their life as a lie. My grandmother, she was married to this man, and I always thought she had a very simple, uncomplicated love life. But she just confessed to me that she spent her whole life dreaming about another man she was always in love with. She just accepted her fate. It’s so sad.

got this excerpt from yahoo news… hay… why oh why?!

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Chris Brown’s ad campaign with Wrigley was suspended Monday until his criminal case is resolved, and reports surfaced that pop superstar Rihanna, his longtime girlfriend and a fellow no-show at the Grammy Awards, was the woman who accused him of assault.

The Los Angeles Times, citing law enforcement officials familiar with the case and other sources it did not name, reported that Rihanna, whose full name is Robyn Rihanna Fenty, was the woman who told police that Brown had hurt her the night before the Grammy Awards.

A police statement released Sunday afternoon said Brown and an unidentified woman began arguing while riding in a car following a pre-Grammy party where they were spotted together Saturday night. The fight escalated when they got out of the car in the ritzy Hancock Park neighborhood, the report said, and Brown was gone by the time officers arrived.

The report indicated that the woman was injured, but Brown was booked only on suspicion of making a criminal threat, a felony, after walking into a police station Sunday night. Authorities said the district attorney could choose to expand the charges.

A district attorney spokeswoman said police had not yet presented a case against Brown.

Brown was released after posting $50,000 bail. Both he and Rihanna had backed out of their scheduled performances at the Grammy Awards, where producers scrambled to fill their slots.

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gawan natin ng story…naalala ko ung song ni chris brown na ’say goodbye’… baka eto ang nangyari sa kanila…

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Baby come here and sit down, let’s talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I’ll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain’t been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it’ll only take a minute
You’ll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don’t wanna see you cry
But I don’t wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don’t know? What’s on,
The other side of the door
When you’re walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I’ma do the best I can to get you to understand
’cause I know

There’s never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
‘Cause if I don’t you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don’t feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it’s not you, it’s me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There’s never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it’s hard but I gotta do it,
And it’s killing me
Cause there’s never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, “Why? Why?”
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don’t know? What’s on,
The other side of the door
When you’re walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I’m tryna say.
We just can’t go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

There’s never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
‘Cause if I don’t you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don’t feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it’s not you it’s me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There’s never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it’s hard but I gotta do it,
And it’s killing me
Cause there’s never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can’t do it
I, I just can’t do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can’t do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh…
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh…

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tapos biglang kumanta ng ‘take a bow’ si rihanna… pinagbintangan si chris brown… ayan! nagalit tuloy… nagkasakitan! nyahahaha =)

kidding aside, sayang lang… they look good together pa naman… nanood pa naman ako ng concert nila! huhuhu… howell, that’s life!

here are some of funny sarcasms i found in the net… inspired by dr. sheldon cooper

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Penny: Sheldon, here is your money. Thank you very much, it helped a lot.
Sheldon: Sarcasm?
Penny: No!
Sheldon: Darn, I can’t seem to get the hang of that!

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Out of my mind. Back in five minutes.

Sometimes I need what only you can provide: your absence.

If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame.

I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.

Sarcasm helps keep you from telling people what you really think of them.

I’m smiling. This should scare you.

The universe is laughing behind your back.

Nothing is more discouraging than unappreciated sarcasm.

If you’re one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.

Mail your packages early so the post office can lose them in time for Christmas.

I’m not a complete idiot, some parts are missing.

Blows are sarcasms turned stupid.

A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking.

I’m not sure what’s wrong… But it’s probably your fault.

This place is so weird that the cockroaches have moved next door.

The world will end tomorrow (unless postponed by rain).

I never admit or deny anything it makes me more interesting.

By the time you read this you’ve already read it.

Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much. You’re not that good.

...because arguing with stupid people is not nearly as much fun!

this is the best i came up with in one sitting.. cge, basa lang! one way to know me better
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1. just needs at least 2 hours of sleep to function
2. stayed awake for 44 hrs straight, finishing my thesis
3. my first thesis proposal was rejected. cool huh?! charge it to experience.. hehehe =)
4. gusto kong makasakay ng helicopter
5. wants to experience firing a real gun (sino may alam na firing range at nagpapagamit ng baril nila?)
6. gusto ko makasakay ng hot air balloon
7. wants to try skydiving, ice skiing, bungee jumping, and other extreme sports
8. boyish ako nung bata, halos puro boys kalaro ko at nagbabasketball pa kami! hahaha =)
9. saves money to have the means for my vice, a good one, traveling
10. when i was still studying, cramming is my best buddy. certified crammer!
11. got tired of short hair, started having long hair since 4th yr high school.
12. galing sa chess boardgame ang name ko, kasi madalas daw nawawala daddy ko sa bahay, yun pala nakikipaglaro ng chess sa labas nung ipinagbubuntis ako ng aking mommy.
13. pinaglihi ako sa banana. kaya daw umubos ng isang piling ng saging ni mommy noon. lakas!
14. wants to be in a submarine submerged in an ocean
15. wants to visit outer space and feel weightless
16. number 4 plays a very significant role in my life and i don’t know why. are they mere coincidences?
17. my 1st airplane ride was with Philippine Airlines going to Tacloban, Leyte on Jan 2006
18. i started my piano lessons when i was 8 yrs old. hanggang grade 3 lang ako sa piano lessons ko, sayang! tamad ko kasi magpractice ng mga piyesa ko dati. hehehe =)
19. i learned basic guitar playing through observations and self-study. songhits ang nagturo sakin! =)
20. natuto ako maglaro ng mahjong nung kinder ako kakapanood sa mga naglalaro.
21. i think, less than 5 times pa lang ako nagagalit sa buong buhay ko, yung as in galit ha!
22. i used to have a unibrow. hindi na ngayon kasi pina-pluck ko na sya regularly! =P
23. late bloomer ako! hahahaha =)
24. hindi pa ako nakakaligo sa ulan at nakakapagpalipad ng kite.
25. i want a time machine and go back in time… though i’m really happy now =)

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try ko mag-come up ulit ng another set.. =)

gonna look for peter pan and ask him if i can stay there cause i refuse to grow old. i want to stay at 16 years old forever, so sweet and innocent.

i want to write something but i do not know what.

i keep some things to say but i cannot express them.

i have some pictures but i simply should not show them.

i need to move but i must not, i might miss something along the way.

i am capable of doing a lot but i would not execute them.

so many things but i just have one heart, one mind.

i pray and wish for only one thing, can you grant me that?

i feel imprisoned. locked in a cell. alone. people come and go but only one holds the key. release me now! give me my parole and i will be good. promise to serve you till the last breath of my life.

i’m going to watch rihanna & chris brown concert on november 16, 2008 at bonifacio global city open field with ken.. i somehow splurged on my gold ticket! woot woot.. i know it’ll be worth it =)

POST-CONCERT

ang layo pa rin pala ng gold ticket. hay. sa susunod, yung pinakamahal na ticket na bibilin ko. yun eh kung may budget ako. hahaha =)

super saya nung concert at sobrang sulit! thanks to ken for buying the ticket for me. thanks to daena and her cousin nico who watched the concert with me. nawala si ken eh.

i really love chris brown. kahit paos sya at hindi live ang ibang songs. napakahusay nya sumayaw! kaka-inlove.

hats off kay rihanna. ibang klase ang rapport nya sa tao at live lahat ng kanta nya at sunud-sunod. i now love rihanna! hehe =)

hanggang sa susunod na concert! *wink*

1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”

2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”

3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”

4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”

6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”

7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”

8. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”

9. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”

10. “Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”

11. “Hindi porke’t madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.”

12. “Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka.”

13. “Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”

14. “Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”

15. “Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

18. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

19. “Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka..”

CAN’T LET GO
– Landon Pigg –

Well you’re the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didn’t last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
It’s not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

Well I can’t let go
No, I can’t let go of you
You’re holding me back without even trying to.
I can’t let go
I can’t move on from the past
Without lifting a finger you’re holding me back.

And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt OK about it.
Until you got with another man,
And then I couldn’t understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didn’t die we just
Never had a chance to grow.

I can’t let go
No, I can’t let go of you
You’re holding me back without even trying to.
I can’t let go
I can’t move on from the past.
Without lifting a finger you’re holding me back.

And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do.
And you can’t lose what you never had
I don’t understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new.

I can’t let go
No, I can’t let go
No, I can’t let go of you.

I can’t let go
No, I can’t let go of you
You’re holding me back without even trying to.
I can’t let go
I can’t move on from the past
Without lifting a finger you’re holding me back.

I can’t let go
No, I can’t let go of you
You’re holding me back without even trying to.
I can’t let go
I can’t move on from the past

pinanood ko ulit ang my sassy girl (original version).. kinilig ako sa celebration ng 100th day nila.. nakakatuwa! napaka-sweet.. what the guy did? nagsuot ng high school uniform, pumunta sa class ni girl, at inabutan nya ng rose.. what the girl did? tumugtog ng piano (pachelbel’s canon in D major) for the guy.. gusto ko rin magcelebrate ng 100th day =)

just like a liquid in a container that has been stagnant for some time.. suddenly a force of nature acted upon it and made whirls after whirls that disturbed the calmly sitting liquid.. then nature changed its mind and instantly stop the force.. the initially fast whirls decelerate.. slower and slower then full stop! now i’m asking, what just happened? i’m not aware, i’ve been in blissful state.. minding nothing, minding no one.. almost ready to take the plunge into the ocean of uncertainty.. haven’t jumped in but why is it that everything now is blurred and uncertain.. it’s like i’m in the middle of nowhere.. hung upside down.. shut down! how should i react? expected too much i guess.. the lesson i’ve never learned.. the only thing i can do is say to myself, “here i go again”.. with the biggest sigh in the whole world..