stirred up!
just like a liquid in a container that has been stagnant for some time.. suddenly a force of nature acted upon it and made whirls after whirls that disturbed the calmly sitting liquid.. then nature changed its mind and instantly stop the force.. the initially fast whirls decelerate.. slower and slower then full stop! now i’m asking, what just happened? i’m not aware, i’ve been in blissful state.. minding nothing, minding no one.. almost ready to take the plunge into the ocean of uncertainty.. haven’t jumped in but why is it that everything now is blurred and uncertain.. it’s like i’m in the middle of nowhere.. hung upside down.. shut down! how should i react? expected too much i guess.. the lesson i’ve never learned.. the only thing i can do is say to myself, “here i go again”.. with the biggest sigh in the whole world..
